Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Take me for granted..I dare you.

Taking me for granted is probably the stupidest thing you could ever do.
( Even dumber than that time you tried to nail jello to the tree.)

I will email you, text you..stay up late to hear your troubles..offer my advice, my sympathy, my kindness..my hugs..my kisses..my words of encouragement ..my heart...everything..

Ignore me? Take me for granted? Act like you don't care whether I am in your life..Don't appreciate me? Fuck you then.

I'll disappear completely.

Little things at first.
You probably won't even notice or care.
Perhaps a lack of texts..or maybe I'm just not on msn as much as I used to be? The phone doesn't ring as often does it?..and where did my silly smile that you loved so much go?

Is it because I don't care?

NO ..it's because YOU don't fucking care. If YOU cared..you would of figured out..where the fuck I went..but you never did care did you???? You have no problem letting me go ..do you??..because you weren't holding on that tight to begin with.
I'm sick to death of people pretending they give two fucks about something..but then letting it slip away..like it's nothing.

You my dear, will one day look back..and remember me..and wonder what went wrong.
And then realize..it was you..

So go fuck yourself.
If I passed you by on the street and you were crying..I wouldn't even hear you. Just like you can't hear me.

I hate you for everything you are, and everything you made me want. For every lie you hand fed me, for every ounce of kindness you showed me,for holding my delicate heart in your palm and knowingly crushing it and for taking advantage of my naive believing ways. For every tear that streams down my cheek and for every tear I keep inside. I hate you. {I.Hate.You}

Kinda redefines bitter, doesn't it?

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